March-Mellow

Miserable.

Messed.

Mad.

March.

Mellow.

1st march 2011.

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Awal November

Awal November. Memang baru awal tapi saya sudah merasakan atmosfer dari kesibukkan yang ada, yang tak jarang akan membuat saya down dengan berbagai situasi sekitar. Bulan ini akan sibuk. Padat dengan tugas-tugas dan sepertinya ulangan. Belum lagi ditambah dengan tekad saya untuk mengejar ketertinggalan materi dan buruknya nilai saya akhir-akhir

ini. Untuk keselamatan saya, mungkin saya akan sangat jarang update bulan ini. Sungguh, awal bulan yang membutuhkan semangat lebih. Jujur saya down.

Entah karena tugas sekolah (atau pun nilai-nilainya) atau pun karena memikirkan sekolah lanjutan (dan tes masuknya yang rumit) serta... sisa waktu saya di SMP yang penuh kebersamaan dengan semua teman, sahabat dan HUHA. Guru-guru, anak OSIS, umm.. Ohya! Baru ingat bulan ini akan ada banyak keegiatan OSIS, bener-bener padat hari-hari saya bulan ini -_-"

Tapi saya bersyukur karena saya boleh menikmati susahnya hidup padat (tapi santai) dan terkadang banyak pengalaman dan pelajaran seru dari semua itu.

Hmm sejujur-jujurnya hari ini saya bosan teramat sangat bosan. Kesal, sangat kesal. Sedih bercampur khawatir. Miris berkelanjutan. Hingga depresi tak tertahankan. Maaf ya kalau hari ini bawaan saya #random, mulai dari ketawa sendiri, jutek, aneh, ne-think, pesimis, miris haaa pokoknya maaf untuk perilaku dan pikiran buruk saya hari ini. Sungguh ga ada tempat curhat yang pas hari ini. Ga ada yang bisa menghibur (ada sih cuma ujungnya sedih lagi) ;(

Semuanya berakhir hambar. Ok, random, sorry.

Untuk mghibur diri makanya saya buat post ini dan juga meng-upload gambar ini hahaha Mr.HUHA! Not soo good, but funny to see :)

Hmm ok, selamat tinggal mesin waktu. I'll miss you so bad :*

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doodle by me :)

Ballad for The Messy Room

When I woke up,
Seems so weird and messy. Freak but funny to see.

When I woke up,

All that things fillin' my eyes. Like a spectra spreading my mind.

When I woke up,
The pinky clock caught my eyes.

Remembering me to get up from my bed.

tok tik tok tik tok

Hey, it's 10 o'clock?
In the night?

God bless...

I just woke up.
Get up from my bed.
Saw my surroundings.

Then finally I know that i woke up in the night

so I can sleep again until tomorrow
morning :)

But I can't.
I just admiring my surrounding.
Eye-catching? Umm..

The pink clock still hanging in the wall.

Some photos and the artworks also hanging in the wall, accompanying tik-tok-machine.

The desk full of papers, kits, and some (un)branded things.
A cupboard with funny Sponge-Bob pin-up.

Books and pencils also straggle there. Uh!

Fill the desk and seems so messed up..

Then:

I close my eyes.

I try to sleep.

Leave all the things what i saw before.

And now I'm gonna leave from here to entering the picture above.

Good night :)

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Photos: my bed room

Colour Blind

Banyak waktu yang terbuang sia-sia hanya karena gue melamun, bengong. Mengamati hal-hal yang sebenarnya ga penting-penting amat buat diperhatiin. Mempertanyakan hal-hal yang sebenarnya ga penting juga buat dipikirkan, diimajinasikan dan kemudian dicari jawabannya dengan bekal rumus 5W+1H. Tapi yah.. apa daya. Kebosanan datang tiba-tiba dan jarang untuk diduga. Mood juga berperan cukup besar dalam usaha menggerogoti semangat, jadilah rumus kebosanan:

nothing to do + bad mood = boredom

Haha kenapa jadi bahas boredom gini ya? hmm ga tau juga. Mungkin gue lagi bosen jadi pikiran melayang-layang entah ke mana tujuannya tidak jelas. Okeh, sering banget gue tertarik ke dalam hole-of-boredom yah singkatnya HOB haha. Nah, kemarin pas lagi bosen-bosennya karena 'nothing to do' jadi yah gue buka kompi buat dengerin lagu.

Sesampainya di depan komputer langsung deh cari folder langganan gue dengan alamat:

klik kanan di start > explore > data D > music > import

udah sampe di folder import yang artinya musik-musik Barat

Okey gue menjelajah satu per satu folder yang ada..

Others!

Bisa dibilang ini udah kaya folder usang berisi lagu-lagu jadul dari random artists. Banyak yang gue ga kenal nama-namanya. Judulnya juga unik-unik. Tapi pas di klik satu per satu..

~JLEB~

Gue ngerasa familiar sama lagunya. Entah hanya sekedar "de ja vu" atau memang dulu pernah denger yang pasti banyak nemuin lagu enak yang udah jadul punya haha. Dan pilihan gue jatuh pada Colour Blind. Sebuah lagu yang dibawakan oleh Darius Campbell Danesh. Sebelumnya gue ga pernah denger ini nama tapi pas search liriknya, lagunya asik juga haha bisa bikin mood gue balik lagi :)

ENOUGH (also spell it ENEG)

You know I think I was sick to see your web, all web that you created specially twitter and your blog! Why you told me that we're bestfriend although you always play with your ego. Am I jealous? Yes. Why? Cause you're already change. What do you feel? Too hard to say it now.

Bye blogie bestie, see ya again!

Hell-a-fine

What's wrong today? I don't know what happen with me. In the morning I woke up at 07:12 AM and start this day with smile. Felt so happy cause today is beginning of my one week holiday with many more tasks from school. Yeayha but I felt so happy this morning. Especially even he was text me on 01:15 AM wow feels so waw nyahaha. We were talking about our plan on Monday Morning on 29th March. Hemmm... (?)

Allright! I was waking up and then I went to my bathroom to take a shower in the morning. It felt sooo fresh me up hahaha. Then watch the tv and one minute after that I turned it off. Hemm nothing interesting proggramm tv today ;o. Then I accompanied my mother to go to the market. Then? Back to my home sweet home. Online. Texting. Now I'm here, on my desk seeing my laptop's screen to blogging. Yeayha it's time for blogging. Don't know what to do.

Hell-a-fine! Great I feel so bored. Lazy. Upset? Hemm not really but I'm on MY-BAD-MOOD soo pleaseee pleaseee don't disturb me! You know I feel so *yakss *wuekss *wew don't know why!

Hemmm I just upset with everything 'bout photos for this time! Feel E.N.O.U.G.H or maybe ENEG (in Bahasa). Hemm? The reasons?

1. I lost my photos in my hardware with no reason. Don't know why and it makes me wanna say 'what the fax(?)'
2. I can't update my deviantArt. Even I was submitting one new deviaton it can't see. Something terrible but, once again I don't know why and how to repaire it!
3. Hemm, hunting photo for OSIS's proggramm? Felt excited tomorrow. Now? *huekss *yakss
4. I lost my digital pocket camera's 'kabel data' HUEMMMM........

still jsadt~ with stifler? haha mostly

but....



I'm on my BAD MOOD TO THE MAX OVER LIMIT!!!



wanna sleep bye blogie besties ;)

Today's Update

Hey yow, sudah sekali rasanya saya tidak meng-update blog ini. Sorry, all... I have a lot of thinks to do, specially for this bussy month. Owh, November is coming. And now is November the 17th! Hmm... my latest update was on Octoberr the 20th!? Woww, just wait two days and it will be one month without update anything! ckck. Stupid me XD

I feel something different on this dashboard (blogger dashboard). Yeaa, on the make a new posting's tab, I'm just seeing 7 buttons! Where's the font colour button? I didn't see it. And font button? Is it a newest application that Blogger give to all of blogger around the world? If it is right, why? Ahh... My blog will being black and white! ckck. hahaha. Yaya, no problem, love it!!!

Hey, I have another thinks to do now. I will update this blog, updating my twitter, and also check out my tumblr. Hihihi. Promotion mood: ON ;D

Hmm.. I want to change my header. hehe. Should I? Lets see it how will I do after updating this blog! haha. See ya! This time I am going to updating my tumblr and also watch the big match between Indonesia U-19 vs Hong Kong U-19 on U-19 AFC Cup 2009. hehehe. Live report from Si Jalak Harupat Stadium, Bandung. Go INDONESIA!!!

BOREDOM

Ohh so bored! I was feel bored everytime. Everyday. But its still normal. hehe. I dont know what can I do for spend my time..

Online? hmm.. must think about it later cause I often do that. And makes me bored -,-"

Sleep? Absolutely I can get the sreaming voices from my mother. She told me that sleep all the day is very.. veryy.. not good! But I think is normally what should i do? I must take a rest and enjoyng my dreams. hahaha. Yea I know, sleep all the day wil make me lazy. And my mother mostly don't like it.

Reading? I was read a lot of books in the school library. But in my homeyy roomyy... It will makes me sleepy. Just for you know, I love sleeping so much..... XD Yaa! Sometimes I snored too ^o^0 (L-O-L)

Eat? Good! But what can I eat for now?

Watch TV? How can I do if my television is under controled my li'l sister..... Owwh

Blogging? Yeaa.. thats what I do for now :D I was stop blogging for the long - looong - looooong times! It because I must do my homeworks, study, and running OSIS's proggrams. It makes me so tired. Busy? yeaa... hahaha

Hopefully I will blogging everyday. Cause I want to share my stories. In this my

--TimeMachine--

Anybody help me? I wants to change my templates. But I have a lot of troubles to edit the html code. Amateur. haha.

BOREDOM

Ohh... Today i feel so bored! Nothing inpired me to do some useful activity. I just want to sleep. Sleeeep. And take a rest in my bedroom. Is not crazy? It's boredom! My boredom was start even I wake up in the 9 o'clock in the morning. I was waking up and feel sooo hungry XD ... And then I must go to my bathroom to clean my body *the bad sentences^^* It means I can take a shower ~haha~ And you know.. Every I see the water and feel it. I'm really feel so fresh! My bad mood and my boredom (absolutely) was gone. Water. That is my favorite! I love water sooo much! ^^
Okay, after I feel free (it cause the water) ~hehe~ I have my breakfast (or lunch?) at 12 o'clock. Nothing special in this session. I just eat with rice, chicken chunk, and drink a glass of 'water' :D ~ohh so lebayy~
FYI : lebayy it means over in English. Right? hahaha. Sorry if my English so broke. But i just want to try to make a good posting in English. It just a study lhaa.. wkwk^0^o
Btw, now I think I was do something useful. Yeaa.. Make a posting for my blog! Actually, I was already to change my blog skin, nevertheless I don't know how to edit the HTML code for make the blog skin useful into my blog. This is it. ~hehe~ I want to change my blog skin!!!! Ohhh...... somebody help me??? Pleaseee... *lebayy ahh* ~wkwkwk~
Maybe you think 'why I'm not facebooking?' For you know.. I'm so bored to online in my facebook account. Really boring! It cause I can't upload my photos. Uhhh. Whats wrong? Stupidybility >o< ~hahaha~
Yaaa.. that is some reason why make me feel so bored! Ooo..... I miss my bestie. Where is he now? yayaya. My freaky-funny-crazy mood was ON. ohhh.

Heyhey, want to looking for some special picture? I was found that exclusive picture from the official site of Simple Plan! weew... It's make me feel better now. That is for today.
Cao!

yummy foody part one

All right, now I can share it with you. It's so simple and easy. You must only type the first thing what will you see even you read the words (all kind of food) under this sentences one by one.

Here we go...

1. Pizza: deluxe cheese
2. Maccaroni: curly (like me xD)
3. Ice Cream: choco chips
4. Spaghetti: carbonara
5. Burger: burger king
6. Rice: fried rice
7. Egg: scramble egg
8. Milk: low fat (haha)
9. Fish: grilled fish
10. Dounat: kispy kreme
11. Chocolate: cadburry
12. Caramel: yummy
13. Coffee: cappucino
14. Sushi: squashy
15. Banana: smooth
16. Smoothie: everything ;D
17. Tart Cake: mocha
18. Juice: avocado
19. Noodle: Swekiauw Noodle
20. Sashimi: awesome ^^
21. Bread: milk.. (haa?) nice couple!
22. Soup: creamy asparagus
23. Fruit: apple
24. Coke: brrr... hoho
25. Wine: nope
26. Beer: NO!

Okay, that's all for today.. next time I'll be completed this boredom! I wanna go to sleep.

Bye